I Buried You


I buried you
When you left
It was supposed to be for good
I dug your grave

I mourned you for two years
Your death was crushing
But I had your funeral
I said my goodbyes

And I moved on
Fourteen years passed
Scars healed
Memories faded

It was final
Or so I thought until the mail came
Your name on the envelope
It gripped my breath

To see your grave broken
You were shiny at my door
All flesh and bone
Not decayed

You watered the dust
And grew flowers
Of apologies and regret
Dead hopes, dead dreams

All singing sun bright
Who wouldn’t be sprung
Who wouldn’t feel
Miraculous intervention

And long for faith
In redemption
In divinity
I buried you

I dug your grave
You were never supposed
To rise again
You were never supposed

To be here
At my door

2-5-12
Appeared in The Camel Saloon, Sept. 19, 2013