FREE BEER NIGHT

bored as fuck
you is what i want
to press tight
my finger down your
throat make me hotter
(i am so cold.)
i need my jeans off
on t.v. she sat
half naked waiting
the man would rather watch
you laughed, so i did too
at your little wiggle
or whatever it was
and that fucking face
you made on top of me
i could hardly watch
that fake shit
don't ask why while
you won't call
or kiss me in public
you keep going down
how funny you are to me
stop trying
(with your tongue out)
seriously though
you could go to hell
i guess i would care
but don't wait up
when i'm not there
this scene doesn't work
for me even while you
do it slow, down or-
behind your neck, where your
hair stops growing,
i will sleep there
push it back behind your ears
(to keep me warm)
and i might stay
if you stop moving
and give me something
to take home like
a towel or soap.

7-26-96

Cordial

i don’t want to be
friends anymore
you’re too polite
and sickly nice
it’s always considerate
if you ask first
would i mind
you have to go
i don’t care
you can leave
and never call
i’m through waiting
if you have time
i know, i know
you don’t mind
i just like to hear
all your stories
and you love to speak
you never ask
you never expect
you never give
more than you can
easy monthly installments
low maintenance
i just don’t want
your free time
i want you to pay
because i’m expensive
i’ve given out
way too many sales
if it doesn’t hurt
then don’t apologize
i need too much
i want everything
i deserve it all

7-26-96