He said he loved me
I know he doesn't
I wish he did
Sometimes I think I'm in love
But I know it's only a joke
I don't love him
I love this dream of mine
That I can take this fantasy
And make it real
By putting a label on it
So I can't blame him
I used him for revenge
So I could show everyone
Everyone who laughed at me
I'm using him like he's using me
Just to fulfill the emptiness of lust
Oh! He may say he really loves me
But what do words mean
Nothing
He doesn't love me
Not now
Maybe someday he will
I doubt it
I don't even think he wants to love me
He just wants to think I believe him
But I'll give in
I don't want to be like I was
It hurt
So does this
But I don't care
Just as long as I'm okay with them
That's all that matters
Who cares what I believe
Whatever
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