Room of Secrets

Lock the door
Play secret games
No one has to know
Turn off the light
Lay down beside me
Kill my pride
Laughing at the thought
Of anyone suspecting
That's okay
Because they won't
I trusted you
I could do nothing more
I believed you
Though we did not say words
Only our bodies spoke
It burns
The feeling you left inside me
So cold and dead
My heart is numb
It never happened
I believe
You made me
It was our only choice
No one else knows you
No one sees through
But I do
Behind closed doors
In the dark we lay
Shutting out the light
It never shines here
Never casts its revealing rays
Upon the bed of lies
Never tells the tale
Of twisted passion gone bad
Was it my choice?
Or did you make it for me?

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Ashley

I promised you forever,
but I don't have time today.
Can you see right through me
or are you looking the wrong way?
I will always love you
no matter what you do-
I can't ever show it.
I do nothing...
How stupid can I get,
making promises I'll never keep,
making vows, and saying words-
waste of time...
Cry out for someone nearby-
I'll be there;
love me or I'll die!
Yeah, right.
Spread it thin
on the wide open range,
on tears and pain.
Love? yeah, right.

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