Uncertain Impulse

I want to jump out of here
I want to rip the paper off the walls
I'm going to throw my work outside
I'm going to break all the windows
and watch it all shatter into forever
I feel like cutting everything in sight
I feel like running away
and always moving on
I want to break all the furniture
I want to break all the memories
and kill the unceasing pain
I'd like to turn on the music
until the floors are shaking underground
I'd like to thrash around like an animal
destroying everything around me
I want to release the insanity in me
and let it run free in the wild
But when it comes down to it
I'd rather not clean up the mess.

1-30-90

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